Breakdown

lately i had been experiencing a bit of breakdown.
studying in the university had made things worse.
before,i studied at a college at the heart of South Korea,which is Seoul.
i didnt expect things would be much worse than there.but it did.

now i've transferred to Sungkyunkwan University,Suwon.
the surrounding here isnt as hectic as in Seoul becoz
it literally is like the suburb area.
but the studying environment has completely changed.
it is much tougher and the exams were speechless.it were harder.
and due to the marking system for university standard here in South Korea,
it is almost impossible for me to compete with other Korean students
who are clearly more brilliant than i am.
the education system here in S.Korea is different from Malaysia.
i bet u did heard about several suicide cases involving Korean students right?
it's literally that hard.we must compete with each other to get good grades,
and here in S.Korea,education is everything.
so with no one to turn to,they did stupid things as suicide bcoz they cant bear with
the pressure anymore.

but i'm lucky i have Allah to turn to in easy or in hard times.
i realized that all the breakdown that i've experienced lately,
makes me nearer to Allah.i cried to Him for help.i beg Him for help.
but eventhough it didnt make things easier,i felt relieved.i believe that
my prayer will be answered someday sooner or later.maybe not in the way that i want,
but in the way that Allah knows best.
i just have to keep trying the best,praying and tawakal.
bcoz i know Allah wouldnt let us down.Allah wouldnt let us carry a burden that
we cant manage.All of this things is His tests for me.
i say Alhamdulillah,when i get good things,
and so,i'll say Alhamdulillah too when i get tested bcoz this way,i know
He still loves me,he still wants me to remember Him,
to embrace how beautiful Islam is.
Subhanallah.All praise be to Allah.

Quickie

just a quick update.
how do u think of my blog's new face?
huhu.
well.still masih ade dua paper left.
tak sabar mau habis exam sepenuhnye!
rupa2 nye dh nk hbs 1st year di Dongyang Technical College.
그래도,동양에 처음 갔을 때 엊그제 같은데..이제 일년이 거의 다 왔어~~
tak sabar juga mau plan cuti!=)
till then.salam.

mode:listening to Beast with the song Oasis.

Mulut rasa ubatㅠ..ㅠ

Kenapa mulut rasa ubat?
haa.itu yg kite tak tau(ikut stail Los dan Faun)
aiya.actually hari tu buat dental surgery(ceh takleh blah bhs!)
atau dlm bahasa melayunye,tampal gigi ni ha.
sakit ke?
uishhh.
bukan ke sakit gigi tu sakit ketiga lps mati,n beranak?
mustilah sakit.smpai terbaring kat umah K.Ani (staff embassy) lagi!
*thanks k.ani bg pinjam katil*
hmm.tapi memang pun.gigi dan aku.memang tak ngam.
ade je yg tak kene.ish.dush2.
well.mggu dpn ade appointment lg.
dah la sehari seblm exam tu.haaaiiii.alamatnye menderita lagi la kot.*takut2*
kalo tak pergi karang,duit dah bayar.
berapa?ok2.the best part.rawatan gigi kat korea.tampal je,bkn cabut.
350000won.atau dlm malaysianye rm1025.55.ha siap ade sen2 lagi tuh.
erk.mahal siot.kuikui.ha.kalo dah bayar byk tu,takkn la xnk gi kot?
tapi kan,sesuai la kot dgn alat2 yg die guna kat klinik tu.canggih wooo..
masuk je klinik tu trus brbalan-balan mata ni ha.
sume pinkkkkk je.nurse die?semua perempuannnnn je.cun woo.
ak bet sume laki yg pergi tu trus ilang sakit tgk muka mereka yg cun melecun tu ha.
ish.dah2.saje je ni mencuri masa study sket update blog brhabuk nih.
kalo ade mase,takdenye nak update.huhu.
ok.got to go.eh sebelum tu.lupe nak pesan.
jangan lupa tgk crite The Sister's Keeper.best.hehe.

**Kepada sume student Dongyang Technical College(bajet student korea pun bace ke??) selamat menempuhi final exam dgn jayanya..meh kita study rmai2!=)

Hari ini aku @@%%^^**^

spt yg ak update dlm twitter,

yes.i think i failed my physics test.
it was the worst paper kot utk midterm exam nih.
muahaha.
dah rase cam naik hantu nih.
the same thing studied in the past few years,
still xleh jwb.
arghhhhh!!

spoil my mood aje.
kesian kat readers kna bace entry lepas geram ak nih.
sori lah kalian.huhu.
gotta go.
tak mau pisang brbuah brkali2.
back to study mode.but still.
no mood at allㅠ..ㅠ

-exam mode-

miggu exam datang lg.
nervous semcm 4dis time.
1st time exam in DYTC.
ok-kah nanti??
잘 될까??

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

p/s : good luck utk sume yg amek exam dlm wktu trdekat neh.
utk k.nurul di um tu,jwb soklan leklok yep!FIGHTING!

Again...

Urghh...it's exam week again..not even satisfied with the time after the last exam..
huhu~~well,nothing can do laa..just face it,dila..so,as it is week of exam my blog will once again empty with update but will full wif dust..hehe^^
Dis time it is Korean Language exam..got to get better marks this time..hope better than last exam..well,just a little info bout last exam,it was not-so-well exam i think..hehe..really sad but then..damn,i shud not continue my last minute study!
Dis week will be the most busiest week for me in this summer term..Thankfully there are new guys in SNU (place I am stduyin) which was foreigners like me here..really handsome guy too are there..huhu~~dun be jeolous..^^stop!!what nonsense did I talk about?never get anything link to my topic here..lalalala~~
Must do my best in this exam..u oll,pray for me like owez k??-end-
Dun want to be like this pic above..lol.(*_*)

It's exam time..!!

Fuhh...now is in the middle of end of level exam..it is Physics,Chemist, and MAth1 n Math2 which have to be accomplished in two day's time..And for a person like me (which is so..malas to prepare for the exam) it was really hard..To make thing worse,the daily class that we had always take still continue to take place as usual..can u imagine it..the task for tomorrow which include :
> Math2 exam
> Physics exam
> Hanja exam
> Hangul Typing exam
> Lot's of homework
Pheww ( sigh wif hand grabbing my head)..how in the earth am i going to make all this work done by tomorrow??It is worst for a student like me (which is lambat pickup sket) utk revise all the topic for the exam..huhu~~padan muka (like we always said) aku!!baru sekarang nak rasa menyesal tak study awal2..:(
Anyway,whtever it is I still must do my best to score for tomorrow's exam.."stop blogging-lah!"said my luvly rumate as aku masih lagi tak sedar that's there are not enough time left to study..huhu~~so,better continue my revise now..dun wanna make my rumate mad at me..^^Pray for my luck yep??*smile*