Salam Nisfu Syaaban

Alhamdulillah.hidup lagi kita utk menerima buku amalan yg baru.
Salam nisfu Syaaban untuk semua.!:)

Malam yg penuh makna ni tahun lepas,aku ade kat Msia,
tapi tahun ni sambut di Korea aje.
ape apepun,syukur.Mana2 pun kita berada,bumi Allah tetap sama.
yang penting cara kita meraikan malam penuh rahmat ni.
insyaAllah smoga semua yg dah baca surah Yasin,
yang buat amal soleh malam ni,
dimakbulkan doa,ditingkatkan iman.

Yang tak tau ape tu Nisfu Syaaban,kelebihan bulan Syaaban,
ringan2 kanlah bertanya pada pakcik Google.
Alhamdulillah,dgn teknologi yg ade ini,
blhla guna utk kebaikan macam ini,ye tak?

tapi,dalam internet ni kadang2 ade info yg salah,
jadi,jangan hanya ambil dari satu sumber.
Jangan baca,terus percaya bulat2.
tengok dulu kesahihannye.Bila membaca perkara2 di internet ni,
minda kena tajam,kefahaman kna tinggi,
moga2 dilindungi kita dari perkara yg blh menggugat iman,
merosakkan jiwa ye.

Breakdown

lately i had been experiencing a bit of breakdown.
studying in the university had made things worse.
before,i studied at a college at the heart of South Korea,which is Seoul.
i didnt expect things would be much worse than there.but it did.

now i've transferred to Sungkyunkwan University,Suwon.
the surrounding here isnt as hectic as in Seoul becoz
it literally is like the suburb area.
but the studying environment has completely changed.
it is much tougher and the exams were speechless.it were harder.
and due to the marking system for university standard here in South Korea,
it is almost impossible for me to compete with other Korean students
who are clearly more brilliant than i am.
the education system here in S.Korea is different from Malaysia.
i bet u did heard about several suicide cases involving Korean students right?
it's literally that hard.we must compete with each other to get good grades,
and here in S.Korea,education is everything.
so with no one to turn to,they did stupid things as suicide bcoz they cant bear with
the pressure anymore.

but i'm lucky i have Allah to turn to in easy or in hard times.
i realized that all the breakdown that i've experienced lately,
makes me nearer to Allah.i cried to Him for help.i beg Him for help.
but eventhough it didnt make things easier,i felt relieved.i believe that
my prayer will be answered someday sooner or later.maybe not in the way that i want,
but in the way that Allah knows best.
i just have to keep trying the best,praying and tawakal.
bcoz i know Allah wouldnt let us down.Allah wouldnt let us carry a burden that
we cant manage.All of this things is His tests for me.
i say Alhamdulillah,when i get good things,
and so,i'll say Alhamdulillah too when i get tested bcoz this way,i know
He still loves me,he still wants me to remember Him,
to embrace how beautiful Islam is.
Subhanallah.All praise be to Allah.

What I heard Korean talked about me.

disebabkan malam ini aku sungguh free (last two days was hectic.!),
nak cerita la pengalaman ala2 perantau aku kat cni.
haha.

Ok.nak dimulakan cerita,kebanyakan orang Korea tak expect kami,(manusia weird berbungkus kepala) ni boleh cakap bahasa mereka,
so ramai la yang depan kami selamba badak je komen itu ini pasal kami.
dont get me wrong.
selalunye, mereka ni puji2,bukan kutuk2 tau.:)
tapi selama lebih tiga tahun belajar kat cni,
macam2 la komen2 kelakar,kutukan tak masuk akal,
dan macam2 lagi yang pernah kami dengar.
(sila bayangkan ade orang putih tu ckp2 pasal diri anda tanpa sedar anda paham ape mereka kata)

meh nak kongsi ape antara komen orang Korea aku pernah dengar.
seorang mak terang kat anak die kenapa kami 'bungkus kepala',
"oh.mereka ni tak ada rambut,botak,sebab tu kena bungkus kepala."
lol.
eh tapi jgn salahkan mereka,Islam bukanlah satu agama yg meluas di Korea ni.
masih lagi dalam proses meluaskan empayarnye.:)

satu hari tu,kami jalan beriringan,tiba2 ade sorg pakcik marah2,
"ish.jalan la berbaris.abis di conquer nye jalan ni.dah la tu,dah tinggal kat Korea ni,
cakap la bahasa Korea.apekehe ckp bahasa kami tak paham.!"
err.yg ni kami tak berapa paham,kami assume pakcik tu baru putus cinta,so die stress marah2.hehe.jalan tu luas je lagi,takkan ler kami nak berbaris mcm askar kot.
yang pasal bahasa tu,lagila no komen.
boleh ke kita paksa mereka ni cakap Melayu kalo duk kat Malaysia?=_=

yang next ni,selalu dapat bila masuk kelas first time,di permulaan sem atau sebagainye.
contohnye bila ade classmates Korean ni nak tanye sesuatu kat kite,
mula la mereka gaduh same2 member,
"mung la gi tanya,aku dok reti English.nati kalo die jawab dok paham karang,masak akuu.!"
perkara sama brlaku dekat certain2 restoran korea,
waiter semua tragak2 nak ambik order kami.
kadang2 bila macam ni,kami akan mulakan cakap bahasa Korea
supaya takde mereka ni nervous sangat.hehe:D
and again,dont get me wrong,
Korean bukanlah buta sangat English.
especially budak2 Uni,mereka terer English.tapi lemah/takde keyakinan dari segi komunikasi.
tapi,kalo bab grammar,fuhh.hebat kot dari kite.(",)

hmm.itu aje buat masa ini.banyak lagi sebenarnye tapi dah ingat2 lupe.next post,
kongsi lagi kalo ade ye.

Alhamdulillah,tak pernah lagi kami tersentap bila dengar komen2 yg kadang2
menyakitkan hati.tak pernah la nak balas balik,marah2 etc.
dapatla juga pahala bersabar.:)

**moral of the story,jangan cepat sentap.and dont expect stiap org untuk memahami keadaan kita.be considerable ok.^^~

It's the day for the Teachers.!

Tell me who u would go to if u dont understand something about what u are studying or learning?
Perhaps most of u would answer teachers or lecturers,right?

And yes,as today is the Teacher's Day,
I want to express my deepest gratitude for all teachers out there.Regards of who had taught me or not,or even for the teachers-to-be.

Thank you all teachers and Happy Teacher's Day.
I wish all the best for all of you and may happiness lingers all around you for the rest of your life.:)