In loving memory of...~

[2009-01-30 오전 1:28:59] Ainee88 says: did u know about what happened?

[2009-01-30 오전 1:29:11] dillahelda says: mende?

[2009-01-30 오전 1:29:21] dillahelda says: ??

[2009-01-30 오전 1:29:25] Ainee88 says: psl ebak

[2009-01-30 오전 1:30:23] dillahelda says: nape?

[2009-01-30 오전 1:30:48] Ainee88 says: she had been put to sleep

[2009-01-30 오전 1:30:54] Ainee88 says: this evening

[2009-01-30 오전 1:31:01] Ainee88 says: by doctor's advice

Hilang kata2..
Rasa macam satu batu besar menghempap kepala.
Hati rasa mau pecah.
Sedih.
Campur kecewa.
Rasa macam tak berpijak di bumi nyata.
"arrghhhh!!"
Wish dis never happen.
Hate to be sad.
But still,kesedihan tu xdpt dielak.
Betapa aku tak percaya sekalipun ia tetap satu realiti.
She's now gone.
Ebak,itu nama kucing aku.
Mungkin ada yg ketawa sinis.
It's just a cat.
No!
It's more than that.
Ia makhluk Allah yg diberi nyawa spt kita.
Tapi sesungguhnya itu hanya pinjaman Allah semata.
Slowly,i got my nerve back.
Fikir.fikir.dan fikir.
Betapa agungnya kuasa Allah.
Hari ini dpt dilihatnya hidup tp esoknya,"she had been put to sleep".
This is what we call reality.
Life must go on.
Even how painful it is,we must strongly get through dis life.
Rindu.
Kini nama tu xkn disebut lagi tika video calling ke Malaysia.
Berita ttgnya juga xkn dpt didengar lagi.
Now what's left is just the memory that we had drew 2gether.
I miss her,really.
Ebak,sorry for not being there for u..~

*Miss all my cats really much!!!
If only i could make time gone by more faster..if only..