Hari ini aku @@%%^^**^

spt yg ak update dlm twitter,

yes.i think i failed my physics test.
it was the worst paper kot utk midterm exam nih.
muahaha.
dah rase cam naik hantu nih.
the same thing studied in the past few years,
still xleh jwb.
arghhhhh!!

spoil my mood aje.
kesian kat readers kna bace entry lepas geram ak nih.
sori lah kalian.huhu.
gotta go.
tak mau pisang brbuah brkali2.
back to study mode.but still.
no mood at allㅠ..ㅠ

Bila lagi akan kembali.......

Hari ni puas ciksunny membaca blog rakan2 yg berada di Malaysia.
Melihat update2 mereka di twitter,dan macam2 lagi
berkenaan kehidupan mereka sbg pelajar uni di Malaysia.
aishh..tetiba terbit cemburu di hati.(tp tak lama,itu kn hasutan syaitan:p)
melihat mereka dapat kumpul sama2,
jumpa sama2 di hujung minggu,
dan bila tiba cuti jalan sama2 satu,dua kereta.
Bila fikir2,ni la namanya pengorbanan demi
sebuah rencana hidup yg masih lagi jauh.
Bila membaca aktiviti rakan2 lama di Malaysia,
terasa btol kelainannya.
Yerla.Hujung minggu,lepak kedai mamak
makan roti canai,mi goreng,teh tarik dan macam2.
Pastu bosan2 datang rumah,pergi pantai.
Kat sini hujung minggu diisi dengan berehat sepuas-puasnya.
Nak2 sekrg dah makin sejuk.Nak kuar pun pikir 2-3kali.
Then layan komputer,tgk drama,telefilem Melayu.
Kalo terasa rajin kuar jalan amek2 gambar.
Masa sekarang ni pun kalo lapar boleh lagi
keluar cari makanan.
Kalo lg best,mase cuti kat rumah.
Waktu2 macam ni akan buka peti.
Nah terserlah la semua makanan yg sedia di'ngap'.
Kalo ciksunny,wktu sekrg ni mula lah nak cari kucing.
Kidnap sekor masuk rumah,buat teman tidur!
hehe.
Rindu?
mesti la.Kadang2 benda yg depan mata kita buat tak nampak.
Tapi bila dah tak ada,mulalah kita mencari,merindu.
ciksunny toleh sebelah kanan,ade gmbr family.
Tengok depan,ade gambar sahabat2.
Toleh blkg,ade rumate yg tgh tidur nyenyak.

"When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know

I'm not alone"

Yup,ciksunny bukan keseorangan.
Malahan bertuah btol rasanye
dikurniakan mereka2 ini untuk menemani
ciksunny mengharungi hidup ini.
Buat sahabat2 lama di Malaysia,
ciksunny nak mintak maaf sbb tak sempat hubungi
semua waktu balik hari tu.
Moga persahabatan kita semua kekal selamanya.
Moga persahabatan ini juga membawa kita ke jalan syurga InsyaAllah.
I'm always there for all of you.
Does'nt care when,where or how,
i'll always stand beside you all.
And all the sweet moments we've made
will forever kept in my memory.
I miss u all,friends!

mode:rindukan kawan2 lama dan wktu2 dulu!

-ciksunny

What is wrong with me???

Alhamdulillah..
Sambutan Family Day PPMK atau dulunya
dikenali sbg Hari Muhibbah telah pun berakhir dengan jayanya.
Akhirnya segala kegusaran dalam hati
berakhir dengan kenangan manis yang tak dapat dilupakan.
Walaupun mengakui terdapat beberapa kesilapan yang berlaku
pada majlis tersebut,tetapi itulah lumrah dunia.
Tidak ada sesuatu pun yang sempurna dalam dunia ni.
In fact,one famous person which i don't remember who
had once said that,there are no mistakes in life.
What we call mistakes are actually lessons that are crucial
for us to accept it with an open heart.
And trying to learn all the lessons are the most important of all.
Even ciksunny yang sepatutnya bertindak sbg seorg ahli creative crew
yg bersama menolong menjalankan tanggungjawab memastikan
majlis berjalan lancar juga mengakui that I did'nt made a perfect job either.
If only i did inform and alert them about the incident earlier,dis thing would never happen.
It was all my mistakes.Or shud i say lessons.
I was too emotional that day that i neglected my responsibility.
I'm really sorry for what hv i done.I'm ashamed of myself and
i'm assuring u all that it will never ever happen again.
All the praises shud go to the person that really put a great effort for the ceremony.
Not me.the one who is lack of commitment.
I'm sorry if there's anyone out there that feel dissapointed by my action.
The person behind ceremony itself had really put their best
effort in making the ceremony a huge success.
Special thanks and congratulations to all who had work really hard for this ceremony.

**I was thinking about this many times recently.I was thinking that some part of the incident was also my fault and for that i decided to wrote this.Sincerely,i felt guilty for this.I'm the one who shud be blamed since I'm the one who knows the incident from the beginning but i'm not taking the right action.Forgive me.:)

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Salam sejahtera semua..
ok.kpd pembaca setia blog ciksunny yg tak seberapa ni,
mesti ade notice something kan?
yup,background dah tukar!
actually,ciksUnny suka ngan layout yg dulu tu.
tapi,semalam accidently terdelete template yg tu.
memang menyesal tak sudah la jawabnye.
huhu.tapi takpe,
sementara waktu ni,akan guna layout ni dulu.
Ada masa nanti tukar yang len plak.
Bile dah tukar layout baru ni banyak la pulak
benda yang dah berubah.
hmm.banyak gak benda hilang.
widget tak sesuai kot~
well,dah lame tak menulis blog.
jadual untuk sem ni dah makin pack.
assignment plak bertimbun2.
tapi itulah namanya student kan.
sabar ciksunny sabar..
hehe
Insyaallah blog ni akan diupdate lagi di masa depan.

Sekian.